I am ethnically Chinese. I am Christian. But most of all, I am Indonesian.

The Cathedral (left) and Istiqlal Mosque (right) decorate the skyline of central Jakarta, down the road from each other.
For years, I’ve struggled in finding a way to reconcile these three parts of my identity. I grew up in a Catholic family and went to a private Catholic elementary school, just like many other Chinese families who wanted their children to have a better education than the one provided by the government. Christianity provided the freedom that was stripped away from the Chinese due to legislation. For the younger generation, any sense of identity of being Chinese is faint if non-existent.
To someone outside Indonesia, it may seem inconceivable that a country with more practicing Muslims than any other nation in the Middle East or other countries in the world would have such a passionate group of people devoted to God. But in truth, Indonesia is proud of its tradition of religious freedom, something that is held sacred here. The fact that religion remained unregulated drew more and more Chinese to identify themselves with this group.
“Of the estimated five million ethnic Chinese in Indonesia, well over 70 percent are now Christian. The ebullient and staggeringly rich charismatic churches are thriving by spreading a message of personal confidence and material success that seems to hold special appeal for young Chinese.”
—International Herald Tribune, April 27, 2006
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